Life is changing

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Okay, so it's been awhile since I've updated or written anything new with in my creative blog. I guess this evening (or early morning) I feel the urge to explain and express some of the thoughts that have been running through my head this past week. Above, I've also added some nice accompanying music of songs that I very much do enjoy.

First of all, as a comment to the song "Bebot" by The Black Eyed Peas, honestly, the first time I heard it I didn't like it very much. I thought it was kind of weird since I wasn't Filipino. But my good friend Georgia, who is Filipino, seems to really enjoy the song, she plays it in the car when we drive around on occasion, and even though I'm not Filipino, I've really grown to the song.

Anyway, as for my life situation, oh so much has been happening. Dealing with work and boys and other things, I've been talking like crazy to all the friends I know! It's really an astonishing thing to me, because I don't think that I've ever really had these many people to talk to before! But I'm really glad, I've been realizing more and more how much I'm not so much a loner anymore. I'm not really sure what was wrong with me before, perhaps I just didn't give enough time and effort into friends? The other day I was telling my friend, Gwen, that I finally feel like I have really good friends, and she replied to me saying, "you've always had friends." It was a sweet thing to hear. And even if it might have been true, I think this whole new experience that I'm going through isn't really about if I ever really had friends or not, but how much I've changed and grown and had fun with such lovely lovely people. I cannot seem to stop saying how lovely these people are to me. This thing that I have right now, these friendships and relationships, are the first I've ever really had, and I'm cherishing every moment of it. I may sound young and naive at the moment, but this is truly how I feel and I cannot deny that.

Oh me oh my, how I feel so happy and carefree. Currently there are loves that I've been keeping my eyes on, but I'm not sure where anything will go? I don't want to move to fast into a relationship, but it's true that I still am lonely. Oh well, this is what we all feel at certain times. Right now, I think I just want to concentrate on how lucky I feel.

Anyway, I hope this post wasn't a waste of any one's time. I hope the music was enjoyed and please always come back for more. :]

Peace.